Tonight

Time is never time at all
You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth
And our lives are forever changed
We will never be the same
The more you change the less you feel

Believe, believe in me, believe
Believe that life can change
That youre not stuck in vain
Were not the same, were different tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tonight

And you know youre never sure
But youre sure you could be right
If you held yourself up to the light
And the embers never fade in your city by the lake
The place where you were born

Believe, believe in me, believe
Believe in the resolute urgency of now
And if you believe theres not a chance tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tonight

Well crucify the insincere tonight
Well make things right, well feel it all tonight
Well find a way to offer up the night tonight
The indescribable moments of your life tonight
The impossible is possible tonight
Believe in me as I believe in you, tonight


~Smashing Pumpkins

Santa Monica

I am still living with your ghost
Lonely and dreaming of the west coast
I dont want to be your downtime
I dont want to be your stupid game

With my big black boots and an old suitcase
I do believe Ill find myself a new place
I dont want to be the bad guy
I dont want to do your sleepwalk dance anymore
I just want to see some palm trees
Go and try and shake away this disease

We can live beside the ocean
Leave the fire behind
Swim out past the breakers
Watch the world die

I am still dreaming of your face
Hungry and hollow for all the things you took away

I dont want to be your good time
I dont want to be your fall-back crutch anymore

Ill walk right out into a brand new day
Insane and rising in my own weird way
I dont want to be the bad guy

I dont want to do your sleepwalk dance anymore
I just want to feel some sunshine
I just want to find some place to be alone

We can live beside the ocean
Leave the fire behind
Swim out past the breakers
Watch the world die

~Everclear

I want Wednesday

What new type of pill do you want to be invented. Remember, its what you WANT, not what might actually be able to be created

Maybe an honesty pill
or anti cheater pill
oh ok I can stop being bitter now. wait one more! maybe one that prevents women from being attracted to married guys. ok ok....

In guess I would WANT an Instantly Healthy Pill that seeks out any problem or abnormality you have (like organ wise, we are not talking plastic surgery type issues) and corrects it. We need expiration dates then, because we could live a long time. Side effects may include bad breath and laziness. And inability to fall for married guys...lol

10 on Tuesday 1 day late

10 Celebrities You’re Tired Of

1. That Miss California chick
2. Susan Boyle
3. Kim Kardashian
4. Octo-Mom
5. Perez Hilton
6. Angelina Jolie
7. Larry the Cable Guy
8. Simon Cowell
9. Amy Winehouse
10. Miley Cyrus

Too late to apologize

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late


It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...

~Timbaland

Curious as a cat mondays

1) Which person have you taken the most advantage of?
My Mom and Dad I guess. They are usually willing to help me, so I let them I don't really take advantage of people so I guess that's all

2) When was the last time you went to a carnival and played midway games?
2 years ago at OctoberFest in Ormond.

3) If you could rid your family of one thing, what would it be?
GUILT

.

don't let the days go by

Must be your skin that I'm sinkin in
Must be for real cause now I can feel
and I didn't mind
it's not my kind
not my time to wonder why
everything's gone white
and everything's grey
now your here now you away
I don't want this
remember that
I'll never forget where your at
don't let the days go by
glycerine

I'm never alone
I'm alone all the time
are you at one
or do you lie
we live in a wheel
where everyone steals
but when we rise it's like strawberry fields

If I treated you bad
you bruise my face
couldn't love you more
you got a beautiful taste
don't let the days go by
could have been easier on you
I coudn't change though I wanted to
could have been easier by three
our old friend fear and you and me
glycerine (repeat)
don't let the days go by
glycerine

I needed you more
when we wanted us less
I could not kiss just regress
it might just be
clear simple and plain
that's just fine
that's just one of my names
don't let the days go by
could've been easier on you
glycerine


Glycerine ~bush

You

You say you want
Diamonds on a ring of gold
You say you want
Your story to remain untold

But all the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You say you'll give me
A highway with no one on it
Treasure just to look upon it
All the riches in the night

You say you'll give me
Eyes in a moon of blindness
A river in a time of dryness
A harbor in the tempest
But all the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You say you want
Your love to work out right
To last with me through the night

You say you want
Diamonds on a ring of gold
Your story to remain untold
Your love not to grow cold

All the promises we break
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You...all I want is...
You...all I want is...
You...all I want is...
You...

~U2

I want Wednesday

What old television series do you want to see made into a movie?

Wow I have never thought about it. hmmm
Maybe ALF?




Land of the Lost is being made into a movie again, coming out in theaters soon.

Once In A Lifetime

And you may find yourself living in a shotgun shack
And you may find yourself in another part of the world
And you may find yourself behind the wheel of a large automobile
And you may find yourself in a beautiful house, with a beautiful
Wife
And you may ask yourself-well...how did I get here?

Letting the days go by/let the water hold me down
Letting the days go by/water flowing underground
Into the blue again/after the moneys gone
Once in a lifetime/water flowing underground.

And you may ask yourself
How do I work this?
And you may ask yourself
Where is that large automobile?
And you may tell yourself
This is not my beautiful house!
And you may tell yourself
This is not my beautiful wife!

Letting the days go by/let the water hold me down
Letting the days go by/water flowing underground
Into the blue again/after the moneys gone
Once in a lifetime/water flowing underground.

Same as it ever was...same as it ever was...same as it ever was...
Same as it ever was...same as it ever was...same as it ever was...
Same as it ever was...same as it ever was...

Water dissolving...and water removing
There is water at the bottom of the ocean
Carry the water at the bottom of the ocean
Remove the water at the bottom of the ocean!

Letting the days go by/let the water hold me down
Letting the days go by/water flowing underground
Into the blue again/in the silent water
Under the rocks and stones/there is water underground.

Letting the days go by/let the water hold me down
Letting the days go by/water flowing underground
Into the blue again/after the moneys gone
Once in a lifetime/water flowing underground.

And you may ask yourself
What is that beautiful house?
And you may ask yourself
Where does that highway go?
And you may ask yourself
Am I right? ...am I wrong?
And you may tell yourself
My god!...what have I done?

Letting the days go by/let the water hold me down
Letting the days go by/water flowing underground
Into the blue again/in the silent water
Under the rocks and stones/there is water underground.

Letting the days go by/let the water hold me down
Letting the days go by/water flowing underground
Into the blue again/after the moneys gone
Once in a lifetime/water flowing underground.

Same as it ever was...same as it ever was...same as it ever was...
Same as it ever was...same as it ever was...same as it ever was...

~Talking Heads ›David Byrne

TMI Tuesday

1. Which traits from your parents do you see in yourself? I am a thinker like my mom and a social butterfly like Daddy
2. Which traits from you/your partner do you see in your children ? She is analytical like him, stubborn, intelligent like her father.
3. How did you get the birds-and-bees talk? From the school nurse at the Robert Crown Center for Health Education in Chicago Illinois
4. What was your favorite childhood book? Fudge!
5. What is your favorite piece of erotic literature? The Claiming of Sleeping Beauty, Beauty's Punishment, and Beauty's Release are erotic novels by Anne Rice writing under the pseudonym of A. N. Roquelaure.

Bonus: What is the one thing you wish you could go back and tell yourself as a child? Have fun now, work is coming
Double Bonus: If your life were a book or movie, what would the title be?
Trainwreck
or
This is not the goal

Tuesday Tunes:

Tuesday Tunes:
A little 3, 2, 1 Countdown

3 songs you can't get enough of right now
Half a World Away ~REM, reminds me of a friend who lives states away.
Secret Garden ~Bruce Springsteen, makes me want to watch Jerry McGuire
One Shot ~Eminem, The little white boy motivates me

2 artists you'd like to recommend to us.
Mike Doughty
He Pepo

1 album you can't wait to purchase
Science ~They Might be Giants, its not out yet

10 on Tuesday

10 Favorite Places to Shop

1. Target
2. Citi Trends
3. Dollar Tree
4. World Market
5. Torrid
6. Big Lots
7. Disney store
8. Goodwill, Salvation army, thrift stores
9. Fredrick's of Hollywood
10. Ikea

I had my reoccuring dream again

Ok so in real life in 1995 or so Arian and I had 2 best friends. I sorta think every couple should have that one couple you get along with, where all 4 are friends. Anyway, I was managing hungry Howie's and this girl Jen came to work for me. She and her Boyfriend Morgan were new to Daytona and they live a few blocks from me and the Howie.
Arian and Morgan got along great and Morgan was into taking guitar lessons from Arian. They had a big Dalmatian, Jen and I used to go on walks with the dog and talk about life and love. We were all about the same age and Morgan and Jen had dated as long as Airna and I had which I think was 6 or 7 years at the time.

Morgan was in a bar and saw a bar fight errupt. I cant go into the details but he was beaten to death with a pool stick. I remember the words, crushed, ocular cavity, annurism and time of death.
Being that they had no family here I was asked to pack up there house and care for the dalmatian for about 2 weeks, maybe less I have no idea now.

My dream goes like this. I am standing before the bathroom mirror in Jens house and I am crying. I can not do it. I stare at the toothbrushes which one is Jen’s. would she want his toothbrush, would I want Arian’s if he died? Who's hairbrush is this? I run through the house, birthday gift Morgan was going to give my brother is there. I don't know if I should take it. I know its for Landan, I hurt. I note to me from Jenn on the fridge from before Morgan died, its not legible in the dream, flash, sorting clothes, washing laundry. Flash last soda Morgan drank do you save the can. I cant do this I say it out loud, I cant I don't know how to pack up this life. I can not fix this I can not help Jen. My dreams is blurry swirly focus on t shirt from last concert they went to. Jen, will you ever go to another concert. I cant do this I yell. I throw the toothbrush away and this time I fall fall fall fall.

I wake up crying

Curious Cat Monday

Not sure if I will do this one again...shayla


1) What is the best thing you have ever won as a prize?
Wow, good question!
I won 150 bucks in a beauty contest, lol
I won tickets to Disney in a writing contest
Tickets to concerts form radio stations...

BUT the best thing I have won was a watch where the face opens and you can store a condom in it
CONDOM WATCH 10th grade...priceless

2) What is one thing that repeatedly makes you angriest?
Stupidity, just flat out dumb.

3) What song always makes you laugh, no matter how often you hear it?
that Hanukkah song by Adam sandler

4) Show and Tell. What comes to mind first when you see this picture? Or, tell a story if it reminds you of one.


Reminds me of finding Nemo!

Don't fall on me

There's a problem, feathers iron Bargain
buildings, weights and pulleys
Feathers hit the ground before the weight can leave the air
Buy the sky and sell the sky and tell the sky and tell the sky

Don't fall on me (what is it up in the air for) (its gonna fall)
Fall on me (if its there for long) (its gonna fall)
Fall on me (its over its over me) (its gonna fall)

There's the progress we have found (when the rain)
A way to talk around the problem (when the children reign)
Building towered foresight (keep your conscience in the dark)
Isn't anything at all (the statues in the park)
Buy the sky and sell the sky and bleed the sky and tell the sky

Don't fall on me

Well I could keep it above
But then it wouldn't be sky anymore
So if I send it to you you've got to promise to keep it whole

Buy the sky and sell the sky and lift your arms up to the sky
And ask the sky and ask the sky

~REM

3x Thursday

Pick 3 different memories you had from kidhood (they can be good, bad, or indifferent) and tell us about them! 3xThursday

In Middle school, my cousin and I painted my bedroom without my parents knowing, it was splatter paint and it took us two days. We basically just drew graffiti all over my room.

I made my own Halloween Costume in, I think, second grade. I took a white sheet and cut holes fro eyes, I cut construction paper into a large yellow circle, I cut two pieces of cardboard into waves. When assembled I was eggs and Bacon.


I had a stuffed animal of Dino from the Flintstones, I really loved it and every time it got a hole my mom would sew it with a different colored thread. I grew to like his colorful boo boos

In the arms of a girlfriend

I want to love somebody
I hear you need somebody to love
Oh I want to love somebody
I hear you're looking
For somebody to love

cause you need to be back
In the arms of a good friend
And I need to be back
In the arms of a girlfriend

I didn't know nobody
And then I saw you coming my way
Oh I didn't know nobody
And then I saw you coming my way

Don't you need to be back
In the arms of a good friend?
Oh cause honey believe me
Id sure love to call you
My girlfriend
[solo]

Don't you need to be back
In the arms of a good friend?
Oh cause honey believe me
Id sure love to call you
My girlfriend

cause you
Got a good thing going baby
You only need somebody to love
Oh you got a good thing going
You're only looking
For someone to love
cause you need to get back
In the arms of a good friend

And I'm never gonna set you free
No I'm never gonna set you free


~Matthew Sweet

Flippin Sweet, for sure

Not sure if there is a subliminal message here or not.
I woke up singing this in my head
If anybody feels anything when they read this
let me know

Don't Go Back To Rockville

Looking at your watch a third time waiting in the station for the bus
Going to a place that's far, so far away and if that's not enough
Going where nobody says hello, they don't talk to anybody they don't know
You'll wind up in some factory that's full time filth and nowhere left to go
Walk home to an empty house, sit around all by yourself
I know it might sound strange, but I believe
You'll be coming back before too long

Don't go back to Rockville, don't go back to Rockville, don't go back to Rockville
And waste another year

At night I drink myself to sleep and pretend
I don't care that you're not here with me
'Cause it's so much easier to handle
All my problems if I'm too far out to sea
But something better happen soon
Or it's gonna be too late to bring *me back

Don't go back to Rockville, don't go back to Rockville, don't go back to Rockville
And waste another year


It's not as though I really need you
If you were here I'd only bleed you
But everybody else in town only wants to bring *me down and
That's not how it ought to be
Well I know it might sound strange, but I believe
You'll be coming back before too long


~Berry/Buck/Mills/Stipe R.E.M.

I want Wednesday

What do you want to say to someone?

I want to say that I am so angry with you.
I don't think you have any idea how much you have hurt me and how it caused me to be so angry. I have never been this mad in all my life. And you continue to anger me, to hurt me. I hate that you created a fantasy of lies so you can feel good about your decisions. I am so angry that you would do this to our child. I am just so mad, because with everything we had gone through for you to tell me now that you never cared. hurts. It hurts so bad and yet, part of me does not believe it. I am angry because lying to me and to yourself and out loud to all of our friends, is how you sleep at night.

I hate that I miss you. I hate that you still can get to me I hate that I care. I hate that I care. I hate that you still have a hold on me. I hate how I feel. I hate that I miss you, want to laugh with you. I hate that the memories of some of the greatest times in my life have you in them. I hate that our future is so messed up. I hate that I have to work extra hard to trust and to not become Bitter. Look
at what you have done to me to our daughter.

I hate knowing you never cared and I am mad because I wish you could have continued lying to me

I wan to tell you I am angry and I hate what you have done
but I stay silent

Falling In Love At a Coffee Shop

I think that possibly
Maybe I'm falling for you
Yes
There's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you

I've seen the paths that your eyes wander down
I want to come too

I think that possibly
Maybe I'm falling for you

No one understands me quite like you do
Through all of the shadowy corners of me

I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop I love so much
All of the while I never knew

I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop I love so much
All of the while I never knew

I think that possibly
Maybe I'm falling for you
Yes
There's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you

I've seen the waters that make your eyes shine
Now I'm shining too

Because
Oh
Because I've fallen quite hard over you

If I didn't know you I'd rather not know
If I couldn't have you I'd rather be alone

I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop I love so much
All of the while I never knew

I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop I love so much
All of the while I never knew

All of the while
All of the while it was you
You
You
You


~Landon Pigg

10 on Tuesday

Sorry for the lateness…For this one, “band” to me means that people play instruments. Here’s a couple of my favorites in no order:

1. 10,000 maniacs
2. Edie Brickell and the New Bohemians
3. Barenaked Ladies
4. Spin Doctors
5. Nirvana
6. Stone Temple Pilots
7. Smashing Pumpkins
8. Dave Mathews Band
9. They Might be Giants
10. Pearl Jam

Next week: 10 Favorite Places to Shop