I want Wednesday

What do you want to say to someone?

I want to say that I am so angry with you.
I don't think you have any idea how much you have hurt me and how it caused me to be so angry. I have never been this mad in all my life. And you continue to anger me, to hurt me. I hate that you created a fantasy of lies so you can feel good about your decisions. I am so angry that you would do this to our child. I am just so mad, because with everything we had gone through for you to tell me now that you never cared. hurts. It hurts so bad and yet, part of me does not believe it. I am angry because lying to me and to yourself and out loud to all of our friends, is how you sleep at night.

I hate that I miss you. I hate that you still can get to me I hate that I care. I hate that I care. I hate that you still have a hold on me. I hate how I feel. I hate that I miss you, want to laugh with you. I hate that the memories of some of the greatest times in my life have you in them. I hate that our future is so messed up. I hate that I have to work extra hard to trust and to not become Bitter. Look
at what you have done to me to our daughter.

I hate knowing you never cared and I am mad because I wish you could have continued lying to me

I wan to tell you I am angry and I hate what you have done
but I stay silent