I want Wednesday

This is my first time participating in I want Wednesday


I want

too many things. How many things are you supposed to list? How far should I go? Maybe I should read and see if other people write things Like "I want a chocolate bar". Or if people post that they want to be happy, success for their child, a life with less pain and more pleasure.

I want
a break. I want to catch a break these days just to have an opportunity to feel that things are going my way.
I can remember being a lucky person. I can remember my cousins and I commenting on how things just always seem to fall into place for me. I can remember thinking,
"it wont be that bad", it never is. I have been having a hard time and I want a break. I want my faith in the world and my potential back. I want to feel familiar feelings like confidence, security, trust. I want to trust myself again, I used to say I have never mad e a wrong decision because any decision I make is the right one. I want to feel like myself again.

Fire and Rain

Just yesterday morning they let me know you were gone
Susanne the plans they made put an end to you
I walked out this morning and I wrote down this song
I just can't remember who to send it to

I've seen fire and I've seen rain
I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end
I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend
But I always thought that I'd see you again

Won't you look down upon me, Jesus
You've got to help me make a stand
You've just got to see me through another day
My body's aching and my time is at hand
And I won't make it any other way

Oh, I've seen fire and I've seen rain
I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end
I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend
But I always thought that I'd see you again

Been walking my mind to an easy time my back turned towards the sun
Lord knows when the cold wind blows it'll turn your head around
Well, there's hours of time on the telephone line to talk about things
to come
Sweet dreams and flying machines in pieces on the ground

Oh, I've seen fire and I've seen rain
I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end
I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend
But I always thought that I'd see you, baby, one more time again, now

Thought I'd see you one more time again
There's just a few things coming my way this time around, now
Thought I'd see you, thought I'd see you fire and rain, now


~James Taylor

10 Words People Would Use to Describe You

April 28th, 2009 by Yano

1. Funny
2. Considerate
3. Crazy
4. Outgoing
5. Friendly
6. Clever
7. Loud
8. Creative
9. Maternal
10. Forgiving

Next week: 10 Awesome Bands


I hope this is how everyone describes me, the only one I was sure of is funny. lol

Stay Together For The Kids

It's hard to wake up
When the shades have been pulled shut
This house is haunted
It's so pathetic
It makes no sense at all.
I'm ripe with things to say
The words rot and fall away.
If a stupid poem could fix this home
I'd read it every day.

So here's your holiday
Hope you enjoy it this time
You gave it all away
It was mine
So when you're dead and gone
Will you remember this night, twenty years now lost.
It's not right

Their anger hurts my ears
Been running strong for seven years
Rather than fix the problems, they never solve them
It makes no sense at all
I see them every day
We get along so why can't they?
If this is what he wants and this is what
she wants
Then why is there so much pain?

So here's your holiday
Hope you enjoy it this time
You gave it all away
It was mine
So when you're dead and gone
Will you remember this night, twenty years now lost
It's not right

So here's your holiday
Hope you enjoy it this time
You gave it all away
It was mine
So when you're dead and gone
Will you remember this night, twenty years now lost
It's not right

It's not right


Blink-182

10 on Tuesday 2 days late

Ever watched a movie that got bad reviews, or didn’t do well at the box office and think to yourself, “Man, this should have been a HIT!!!”?

Honestly I don't know if any of these did well or not
they are just movies i wanted to tell you about. No particular order

If you love me you will watch every one of these. no pressure

1. The Big Hit- I love this Movie. Mark Wahlberg Christina Applegate (1998) It's just plain fun. The guys are hot the chicks are hott and there are lots of explosions. Its campy and silly and I love this movie! Action Comedy Crime Thriller, score!
2. Hedwig and the Angry Inch- written directed by and starring John Cameron Mitchell. This movie is just amazing, it is done as a rock, mock, doc, -umentary about a performer who is looking for their other half, the problem is Hedwig is neither man or woman. The box cover says: "An anatomically incorrect rock odyssey". its a musical and The soundtrack is flippin sweet. The philosophy about the Origin of love is why I have artwork from this movie tattooed on my body.
3. So I married an Axe Murderer- I loved Mike Myers on SNL. I am Not very impressed with Powers movies, they don't do it for me. Axe Murder was funny, I mean really funny and has Mike doing a few characters and voices. Its a romantic comedy, its a riot is what it is.
4. Hero- with Jet Li. If you are moved by imagery if you want drink in colors if You see music in full color, if you love love and hate evil. If you want to learn about sacrifice. Please watch Jet Li in Hero.
5. The Corndog man- written by Jim Holmes starring Jim Holmes. This movie is craziness. Its really just about an awful prank phone call. Its funny and punny and again there is a drag queen so maybe I just enjoy that sort of thing. I don't know what to say about this film it maybe will kind of annoy you, but it evokes emotions and I like that.
6. Finding Neverland- Johnny Depp, Kate Winslet, Dustin Hoffman. Based on a true story, its how J.M. Barrie met a family and was inspired to write Peter Pan. See every Peter Pan movie see animated ones, see Hook. Watch Peter Pan and come alive.
7. Contact - One of my favorite movies ever, based on the book by Carl Sagan. Jodie Foster plays an astronomer who gets a message from outer space, and how that message changes her and the world she lives in.
8.The Abyss- like contact only underwater. Just see it. I think it is a very romantic story and it satisfies my obsession with the ocean. There is something going on down there.
9.
10. Big Fish - A wonderful, whimsical feast for your eyes and your heart. It made me cry. Its worth it



See also
Gigantic
The Majestic
Kentucky Fried Movie
The Outsiders

1. When you were born, how much did you weigh?
7 lbs. 4 oz. October 26th 1976 like a day or two early

2. What's you're sugar poison?
YOU mean besides sweet tea? Sour patch kids!

3. If you had to choose between meat and cheese for the rest of your life, which would you choose? Has to be cheese, I don't want to live in a world without cheese. Gouda, brie, mmmm

4. What, is your opinion, is the worst song ever?
Runaway train
Soul asylum

5. Who was your favorite teacher growing up and why?
Oh I loved so many of my teachers. Mrs Orozco was my teacher for 6th, 7th and 8th. Senior Kosik my Spanish teacher for two years at Morton West in IL was awesome. I had a major crush on him. lol

6. What personal activity, when performed in public, bothers you the most?
brushing hair, save it for the bathroom

7. Ok, there's a $50 bill lying on the ground. You pick it up. Dumbfounded by your incredible luck, what do you selfishly purchase?
Take Ashley and Amanda (my cousins, ya'll better know that) and Delayna to Whistle Junction

8. Do you have a recurring nightmare? If so, explain.
I have several recurring dreams. I will post one separately


9. Name one place on Earth you've never been, but vow to visit at least once.
New York City

10. You notice that question #9 wasn't really a question. You feel smart for catching such a small detail. What else can you do really well that reminds you how smart you are?
I can answer my daughters questions and explain things she asks, she has a smarter IQ than I so I know this will get harder as time goes on. For now I am gald I can hold my own.

meme: 50 Questions

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
I need a better bra. could use some hair color.

2. How much cash do you have on you?

1 dollar and change

3. What’s a word that rhymes with DOOR?
MORE!

4. Favorite planet?
I have only had experience with Earth so far and its nice
Earth is my favorite!

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
Amanda Bruno, my cousin in law

6. What is your favorite ring tone on your phone?
Doctor Worm by They Might Be Giants
Flippin sweet

7. What shirt are you wearing?
Its a pink stripey one

8. Do you label yourself?
I am trying to get out of it but I do.
You know labels are really bad for you and can be very de-motivating.
just be, because you just are.

9. Name the brand of the shoes you’re currently wearing?
Airwalks, again flippin sweet

10. Bright or Dark Room?
Bright.

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
I do not know him

12. What does your watch look like?
fossil, silver and covered in primer paint from painting my new bedroom

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Chatting with my friends from my fake job. :)the Great people of DMI

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
Have a good Night and its from KM! I love that!

15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
Less than a mile on Flomich

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
Sweet
flippin sweet
Right on
Rock on
Yes
tee hee

17. Who told you he/she loved you last?
My daughter

18. Last furry thing you touched?
Oh Chloe, my little chihuahua

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
None, took B complex vitamin though

20. How many rolls of film do you need developed?
One but I do not think i ever will now.

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
ugh, 20 maybe. The years Arian and I worked at the Howie were awesome.
but, and, well, no, I loved thirty its just now the memory is tainted.

22. Your worst enemy?
Me
its no surprise to me I am my own worst enemy...

23. What is your current desktop picture?
A chimp with a Banana for a smile

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
flippin sweet, right on, I love counting crows

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
bucks bucks, no interest in flying would rather live in the sea if I had an animal power

26. Do you like someone?
Yes.

27. The last song you listened to?
Round Here counting crows. I think Adam was singing just to me


28. What time of day were you born?
6 AM or so. Always been a morning person.

29. What’s your favorite number?
5

30. Where did you live in 1987?
Either right next door to where I live now in Ormond Beach Florida or
on 44th street in Lyons, IL
depending on the month. Ya'll know I was snowbird right?

31. Are you jealous of anyone?
Slightly jealous of everyone right now

I am damaged goods

32. Is anyone jealous of you?
Ahh Yes interesting. Yes.

33. Where were you when 9/11 happened?
At the DMV helping my friend practice before she took the test. Stern on the radio.
She got her license.

34. What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
put more in! I am so dumb

35. Do you consider yourself kind?
I am kind

36. If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
You mean another one? oh the next 2 are drawn for the backs of my knees.

37. If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
I am semifluent in a couple. Would like to learn chinese maybe

38. Would you move for the person you loved?
Not now.

39. Are you touchy feely?
Not with everyone tee hee

40. What’s your life motto?
this one is hard I will skip it and come back.
came back. Let me wiki motto and i will come back
ok motto: formally describes the general motivation or intention of a social group.

I dont know what my life's motto is

I know that it is not 'Everything happens for a reason'.

Maybe mine is from finding Nemo. Just Keep Swimming


41. Name three things that you have on you at all times?
all times? most times.
iPhone, bra, ring

42. What’s your favorite town/city?
The french Quarter in Louisiana


43. What was the last thing you paid for with cash?
Two games of Pool at Browns


44. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper and mailed it?
I am going to do it this week but last time was in October


45. Can you change the oil on a car?
No. I know how but I am not able to


46. Your first love: what is the last thing you heard about him/her?
do I have a first love yet?
who would that be? Maybe Wesam, Matt, Arian, Ron?
Maybe I have not met my first love. Maybe I am over thinking this.
Either way all my exes are around, all doing ok. say Hi gentlemen.

47. How far back do you know about your ancestry?
Back to Jesus I guess.

48. The last time you dressed fancy, what did you wear and why did you dress fancy?
My anniversary at Brett n Ginnys wedding I wore a dress. It was an amazing weekend

49. Does anything hurt on your body right now?
NO

50. Have you been burned by love?
to a flippin crisp.

10 Signs that You’re Getting Older

10 Signs that You’re Getting Older ~April 14th, 2009

here’s some things that come to mind in no particular order:

1. I think I could be “emo” if I knew what it was or if I cared
2. I went to, and LOVED, the NKOTB concert…along with 30,000 other 30+ year-olds. Tell me you already know that it Stands for New Kids On the Block
3. I am tired at 10PM but can stay up late til 11:30
4. My favorite music is from the 90's and that's a long time ago, says the "oldies Flashback Rewind radio show"
5. I have to color my hair
6. Can I just say gravity and everyone will know what I mean?
7. I color my hair every month, but its not because I need a change; its because I want to look the same.
8. Never get carded and people can guess my age within a year
9. I talk to people in the grocery store.
10.and a joke You know you are getting older when you realize you don't need glasses...you can drink straight out of the bottle.


Please listen to They Might be Giants song Older