I want Wednesday

This is my first time participating in I want Wednesday


I want

too many things. How many things are you supposed to list? How far should I go? Maybe I should read and see if other people write things Like "I want a chocolate bar". Or if people post that they want to be happy, success for their child, a life with less pain and more pleasure.

I want
a break. I want to catch a break these days just to have an opportunity to feel that things are going my way.
I can remember being a lucky person. I can remember my cousins and I commenting on how things just always seem to fall into place for me. I can remember thinking,
"it wont be that bad", it never is. I have been having a hard time and I want a break. I want my faith in the world and my potential back. I want to feel familiar feelings like confidence, security, trust. I want to trust myself again, I used to say I have never mad e a wrong decision because any decision I make is the right one. I want to feel like myself again.